A Little Piece Of Heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin...


A Tragic Comedy Of Epic Proportions
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Rating: R {Oh my, no sex? No!}
Paring: Frank/Gerard.
Summary: There are romances and then there are high school romances, awkward, funny, angst filled, and not to mention enchanting. Frank knows a guy named Gerard, he remembers him from his freshman year. Gerard was a senior then. With only two semesters left in the high school Frank finds himself enthralled with Gerard. But will their age gap prove to be too much for Gerard to bear?
Author’s Note: Sandra Cisneros was my idol for this story. Though I didn’t like House On Mango Street I did like the vignette style. I'll try to post 2-3 parts together to make the length more normal. :)
 
A Tragic Comedy Of Epic Proportions

December 25, 2008
It was Christmas; snow fell silently outside Frank’s window. All the while he was lying on his tattered, sheetless, bed admiring the multicoloured lights he’d hung along the top of his room. This year wasn’t too bad actually, he’d gotten a few CDs and that was really all he’d wanted. Okay, it was mostly all he had wanted. There was one more thing. Gerard Way.

Easily defined, Gerard Way, was a gorgeous boy with beautiful black hair. It wasn’t his natural colour, but it was still beautiful on him nonetheless. His eyes were undoubtedly captivating in the right lighting. He was enough to give anyone a heart attack by just looking at them. Don't even get Frank started on his voice, he could go on forever. That and the smell of cigarette smoke with cologne made Frank swoon anytime.

Alas, Gerard was one hundred and fourteen miles away that evening. What kind of job sent someone away for Christmas? Glancing at the clock Frank texted Gerard to see how his day went and soon got a reply. Gee was upset; he was allegedly crying. Alone. On Christmas. Crying. In that moment Frank decided, Gerard mattered enough to drive through ice and snow, one hundred and fourteen miles.

By the time Frank got to the hotel where Gerard was staying it was really late. “I just realized you came all this way to just watch me sleep. I’m sorry,” Gee said as he led Frank to his room. Frank merely shrugged and smiled in reply, he’d known what he was doing when he offered to go. The room was fair sized, but the bed, oh the bed, was huge. It had to be bigger than a California King! The two lay down and listened to music for an hour or so.

“Do you wanna cuddle?” Gerard’s voice shattered the silence between songs and ignited Frank’s insides on fire. “We don’t have to; I just wanted to know…” It took around four minutes for Frank to stop blushing and swallow the lump in his throat so he could answer. “Sure.” Some way or another Frank’s head ended up resting on Gee as he began petting him. This was lovely. Perfect, if you like. Then Fate decided “Your Call” by Secondhand Serenade should come on and push perfect to euphoric. It became their song.

Frank would stay there for six hours. Awake as Gee slept. He wasn’t trying to be a creeper, he was just so happy to be with him. Also he didn’t want Gerard to wake up and suddenly be alone. “I was born to tell you ‘I love you’ and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine. Stay with me tonight?”

December 8, 2008
Almost two weeks proceeding to that there was a 2 am visit. Frank’s father went and hid in his room while Frank went to answer the door. Quickly Gerard and he scurried to Frank’s room to finish the movie they’d started a couple days prior. Gerard had this thing where he’d sit on the very top right corner of Frank’s bed, almost to the point of falling off. No matter how much Frank tried to coax him farther onto the bed Gee wouldn’t have it, so finally Frank took Gee’s phone.

Grabbing it and jumping to the opposite corner of the bed Frank giggled and force Gerard into coming closer. But then Gee tackled him! The two wrestled around for a good twenty minutes. That’s when Frank got pinned, Gee straddling him and holding his arms down. It was sexual, awkward, and innocent all at the same time. Quickly Frank gave the phone back and slipped out from under the older boy.

Smirking at his victory Gerard settled down in the middle of the bed as Frank slowly scooted closer until his arms were around Gee’s waist. Fingers snaking into Frank’s hair Gee smiled and watched the rest of the movie. Frank on the other hand closed his eyes and took in the moment to its fullest, he wouldn’t dare forget this. Soon credits rolled and his eyes open reluctantly as he crawled over to change the movie out. Then he was right back to the same position.

Fifteen more minutes passed. “I should get home,” Gee muttered, withdrawing his hand from Frank’s hair. “I guess,” Frank concurred and walked Gerard to the door. Both looked at their feet and then at each other, waiting for the other to be brave enough to make the first move. “Hug?” The suggestion. “Surely.” The first move.


You Wouldn't Have To Ask
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Rating: PG-13 {Oh my, no sex? No!}
Paring: Frank/Gerard.
Summary: What would you do if you had one more day on earth?
Author’s Note: So, basically I daydream about my life and the possibilities and then make it a fanfic. WIN!
 
You Wouldn't Have To Ask

“What would you do if you had one more day on earth,” Frank asked, leaning his head on Gerard’s shoulder while studying his face intently.

“I think I’d go out, get fucked up, and say goodbye,” Gerard said to the space in front of him.

“Why would you ‘get fucked up’?” At this point Gerard glanced down at Frank, who had slid down she his head was laying on Gerard’s leg, and moved some hair out of his face.

“Because, I’ve done so many horrible things, I just don’t want to worry about where I’m going to go, not on my last day.”

“But, I wouldn’t think getting ‘fucked up’ would score any points with ‘god’ either.”

“People drink wine in church, so that gives me a big okay,” Gerard laughed half-heartedly, glancing down at Frank for approval.

“Alright,” Frank muttered, playing with the hem of Gee’s shirt thoughtfully. “I think I’d give all my money to my mother, she deserves it, and then I would say long goodbyes to everyone I love; my family, Mikey, and you. Finally, I guess, I would go to my room and watch Lion King and go to sleep.”

“You’d die alone,” Gee said bewilderedly.

“I wouldn’t want to put that much strain on another person,” Frank whispered, more to himself more then Gerard. “Plus, I’m not afraid. We’re all going to die. I think it’d be nice, just go to sleep… forever.”

“I’d want someone to lay with me and hold my hand until the end.” Most people would, but, then again, most people believe in heaven and hell and it worries them so much about where they’re going.

I’d lay with you,” Frank thought to himself, but before he could say it Gerard began speaking again.

“Actually, you know what? I’d lay beside you and hold your hand, you wouldn’t have to ask.”

Just Us
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Rating: PG-13 {Oh my, no sex? No!}
Paring: Frank/Gerard.
Summary: I suck at these things. Just read it. It's a one shot for god sakes. Please?
Author’s Note: The age of consent in Nebraska, US is 17 & I don't want to research. Sorry, I'm a lazy twatwaffle. This is basically one of my daydreams. =D I'm hopeless.
 
Just Us

The final bell of the day rings, the bell that releases me from this hell, high school. It's so cliche to call high school hell, but if you don't think it is you must be home schooled, or one of those freaks that gets all A+'s. Hurrying out of my Law class I run to find my friend, eventually I locate her by the water fountains. "Alyce," I squeak, cutting people off in my hurry to cross the hallway to get to her. "Today is the day. I've been 17 for a whole fifteen hours!" She rolls her eyes at me and heads for her locker with me in hot pursuit. "I know. I need to chill, but I'm so happy." Silence. "You could be happy for me," I suggest.

"I am," she mutters, getting to her locker and throwing her Chemistry book in before grabbing her coat. "So what's your plan?"

"I don't have a plan per say. Okay, I do have a plan, a lovely plan, but it does not include what my mother or anyone else may be thinking, honestly. It's just a sleepover, I swear. A harmless, lovely, sleepover." Alyce laughs at me, but I think she knows that I wouldn't do anything with Gerard, especially not in the same house as my parents, or this soon.

The walk home is a complete blur, I can't even remember a thing Alyce said. Before I know it I'm waving goodbye and she's yelling at me to 'be good'. Haha. Once I walk the few more blocks to my house I run straight to my room to try and clean it. With an ugly shag carpet that's easier said then done though. Eventually it looks alright and I plug in the Christmas lights that run along the edges of my ceiling, they light up the room pretty well. "It's only 4;23(pm)," I say leaping onto my bed and laying down to look at my posters.

Five o'clock couldn't have come any slower, then again I looked at the clock ever 27 seconds, at the most. But of course Gerard can never be on time, so five was more like five thirty and so there's even more waiting, but it's worth it, I hope. Sure enough, at five twenty eight my cell phone buzzes with a new text. Hurriedly I read it aloud to myself, "I'm here." I can't help but squee as I launch out of my bed and run for the front door to hug Gerard.

"Herrow," is all he manages before I hug him. "Ah. Oh. Down boy."

"Sorry. I just missed you." A nervous laugh escapes me as I wave him into the house and close the door. He already knows the way to my room, because it's assumed we're just gunna watch movies and cuddle, which we are.

"Sorry it took me so long to get here." I smile and stop him before I can get an excuse. (He over slept, Mikey thought the toaster wanted a bath again, the excuses were endless and I didn't much care, he was here.) He sat down on my bed and I put in the first movie I saw, since they were all over the floor around my TV still. No matter how many times he's been over he still sits on the very top right corner of my bed. I leap onto the bed and scoot over to him, as close as possible.

"Ay baybay," I say smiling and grabbing the remote from beside me.

"What're we watching?"

"Mamma Mia, it was the first thing I saw." Please let that be alright.

"Cool." I poke him in the side so he'll scoot his back away from the wall, so I can get my arm around him. It works and I'm content. He smells so good. Cigarette smoke along with his cologne, it's enough to drive me crazy. I admit it, I'm not watching the movie! His hair is so shiny and smooth, the most beautiful shade of black I've ever seen, even though it's fake black. Eventually I lean against him, just so I can smell him better and listen to his breathing and heartbeat, the sweetest song I've ever heard.

When Mamma Mia ends I take his cell phone from him. Yes, I know it's childish, but it's the only way to get him on top of me. I like wrestling around with people, and he's stronger then me. Last time I got pinned face down on my bed with him almost humping me as he reached for his phone. Dear god. When he finally managed to get his phone back this time we settle back down to the middle of the bed, after I put a new movie in of course. Our backs leaning against the wall, Gerard petting my hair and Phantom Of The Opera playing, I'm officially in heaven.

Some how the movies blurred together and his smell intoxicated me so much I didn't notice the time until it was one thirty four in the morning. I begin to feel my eyelids getting heavier and heavier by the second. I don't wanna go to sleep yet though, this is way too perfect. Gerard here petting and cuddling me. I've waited for this moment, the perfect moment for me to say what I've wanted, the moment that it could be true. "Gerard?" He acknowledges his name with a 'hm?'. "You've been 'Just Gerard' to me all this time, not '20-year-old Gerard' and I'm so happy I can finally be 'Just Frank'." I smile into his side as I pause, when he doesn't reply I add one final sentence.
"We can just be Gerard and Frank now. Just us."

Nobody Wants To Hear You Sing About Tragedy
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Rating: PG-13 {Oh my, no sex? No!}
Paring: Frank/Gerard
Summary: I suck at these things. Just read it. It's a one shot for god sakes. And really short! Please?
Author’s Note: The age of consent in Nebraska, US is 17 & I don't want to research. Sorry, I'm a lazy twatwaffle. This is basically a journal entry I could have written about tonight... minus the very end of it! O-O
Helpful: (MIP - Minor In Possession)

Nobody Wants To Hear You Sing About Tragedy

Of course I'm sitting at the computer, it's just Friday night after all. What else would a teenager do on a Friday night? I log onto Facebook just to see what else a teenager would do on a Friday night. "Oh there's a party, lovely," I mutter to myself sarcastically. "And there's a dance. I wonder how many people are gunna get M.I.P. tonight. Just then my phone vibrates and I glance down at it.

New Message

Absentmindedly I flip it open and read the name of the sender.

Gerard

A smile brightens up my face and possibly the entire area around me as I press Read and quickly skim the message before re-reading it. Basically it just said "Hi" but it was enough to make my night. It's so easy for Gerard to make me smile, it's hardly fair to the rest of the world. Quickly I text him back and sit the phone on the computer desk. I have to admit I'm mildly jealous of Ray; he gets to be with Bob and there's no questions. But just because I'm 16 and Gerard's 20 it's not alright for us to be around each other and the last thing I need to do is get Gerard in more trouble. He's almost done with drug court. "Fuckin' meth," I squeak, slamming my fist on the desk.

At least there's only 40 more days to wait. Then I'll be 17 and I can be around him all I want. I laugh to myself at the thought, I can't wait to see him again. I can't wait to touch him again. The last time I did see him, he only stayed for 2 minutes at the most, just long enough for a hug, and then left. He had work in the morning and I had school, and he finally came for the hug at 2am. Another giggle fills the room; I love thinking about him.

Gerard Way aka the most amazing and beautiful boy in town. How am I so lucky? I have no idea and I find the less I question it the better. He has the most beautiful black hair, I know that's not his natural colour, but it's still beautiful on him none the less. His eyes are so gorgeous in the right lighting too. He's enough to give you a heart attack by just looking at you. Don't even get me started on his voice, god, I could go on forever. That and the smell of cigarette smoke with his cologne makes me swoon whenever he comes around.

He gets off at 8pm tonight. I feel like such a stalker, I know when he gets off work. I slam my head on the desk. "Ugh, ouch, fuck." My mother gets off work at 9pm and they work across the street from each other. So, Gerard could quite possibly still be at work when I go to get my mother. "Why does it matter," I ask myself, feeling quite stupid that I'm still thinking about Gerard." The clock ticks to 7:23pm and I log onto Myspace to entertain myself and listen to RENT just to get rid of the silence. Seasons Of Love has to be the most heart warming song ever.

Soon the clock changes to 8:57pm and my phone buzzes. It's just a text from my mother, telling me to get her from work. "Okay, okay." Just then my little sister runs out into the living room, telling me she wants a hamburger. "I really don't want to take you along. Can you just give me the money for it?" She nods and hands me her $10. "I'll bring you your change," I say smiling and grabbing my keys off the counter before heading out.

It's cold as my father's heart outside. I laugh at my own random joke and get in the van quickly. After turning the heater on full blast, along with the radio, I leave and head for my mother. She works about 2.5 miles (convert it yourself my UK friends) from our house and I really want to get back home. I take off down the street, only slowing down for stop lights so they can change to green. Once I get to the top of the bridge, dividing the north and south sides of town, I can see my mother's work place and Gerard's work place. "Ugh, stop it." I think about him too much, but it's impossible not too, he's lovely. "Finally, 45 mph," I sigh, pushing the gas down til I get to 50 mph.

The road changes into a one lane instead of two lane street up ahead and I get ready to move over. Just then a pickup fails to stop at a stop light and I jerk my wheel to the side just in time to miss him... and plow right into a Silver Subaru XT. The cops said the wreck may not have been so bad if I hadn't smashed straight into the driver's side door of the Subaru. My head hits to air bag and it jerks my head back into the headrest. My vision fizzles out for a moment and then comes back. I shove the van door open, fall onto the road, and look at the Subaru. "Subaru," I ask myself in a whisper, looking in horror at the license plate.

My eyes widen and I try to get up and run to the car just to try and prove it's not the car I thought it was. But, I can't get up, I just fall forward onto the pavement again. "Gerard," I choke out, reaching for the car. I try once more to get up before realizing that the dash of my car had crush my legs with the impact. Simply put, my legs were broken and bleeding. My vision fizzled out again...

More Author's Notes: I tend to randomly think of horrible things that could happen. I was thinking about that while I went to get my mother from work. I'd be Frank and my g/f Amanda would be Gerard.

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